Monday, April 02, 2012

Fleeting happiness...

Is happiness the same as peace? Is it the heart-felt desire to stay right where you are, forever? Is it in being motionless or in being restless? Forever wanting to be someplace else. Is it in the exploration of places new and dangerously exciting? Sometimes I have felt, it is as simple as just coming home, being with the familiar. But then, the unknown and the surprising has meant joy too. A comfortably warm hug, a quick peck on the cheek, sometimes just a glimpse or a whisper is all it takes. A mother's unspoken happiness at having her kids home and safe and laughing. It brims in her eyes... perhaps you mistakenly think it is a tear. It is in shaking your dad's hand and smiling gently at his gruffly firm handshake and awkward hug. It is in discovering families and finding yourself within them. Shades of you, traces of you. It is in traveling together. Or sometimes just traveling alone, yet to the same place. It can stem from something small like a snatched conversation with some random stranger or the knowledge that it is really about a lifetime together. Scary. It is about growing old. About counting your (few! hah!) white hair and being thrilled that you have one less than him. Hehe! 
Am I always happy? I don't think so. But I know that there is so much that makes me happy. It is a good life when you know that you are always just a moment away from happiness. That you are thrilled to be happy, even for just a moment. It comes and goes. Ever changing. Yet never ending. I am loving it :)


Vishal said...

:) :) :)
tu emotions cha asa ek complex mishran shabdat kasa kay lihu shaktes !!!
manla bua tula...kharach !


Mukta said...

dokyat gondhal asto na shabdancha ani vicharancha tevhach fakta thodasa lihita yeta re kahitari. bakichya veli tharavla tari ekahi line suchat nahi bagh! gammat ahe sagli :)

vinay said...

it's just a few things happening in the ventral tegmental area (VTA) :p
that's what happiness is :p

Suneel Madhekar said...

Happiness, perhaps is not related to inertia or motion, or to the state of the external world. Perhaps, it is just a state of the mind. And that state of the mind may be governed simply by "just a few things happening in the ventral tegmental area (VTA)"... :D